I have lost access to my old free fire account

Hiii Garena so I have lost access to my old free fire account long time ago but I can’t recover it because I lost access to my old email password and I really want back my account because i really loved the account I lost the username was :kellyboo784 and I can I also get the id if you need it to help me recover it btw I can verify ownership but I don’t remember when I created it because it was old account that I lost.THANK YOU.